Friday, April 14, 2017

So far ...

So far from who I was
From who I love
From who I want to be

So far from all our dreams

From what love means
From you here next to me


So far from seeing hope
I stand out here alone
Am I asking for too much?

So far from being free
Of the past that's haunting me
The future I just can't touch

And if you take my hand
Please pull me from the dark
And show me hope again

We'll run side by side
No secrets left to hide
Sheltered from the pain





Friday, April 7, 2017

Muddy Waters

We are kneeling at the river’s edge and tempting
All the steps to follow closer right behind
Is it only when you feel a part is empty?
That it’s gnawing at the corners of your mindI will ask you for mercy
I will come to you blind
What you’ll see is the worst me
Not the last of my kind
In the muddy water we’re falling
In the muddy water we’re crawling
Hold me down
Hold me now
Sold me out
In the muddy waters we’re falling
It is not clear why we choose the fire pathway
Where we end is not the way that we had planned
All the spirits gather 'round like it’s our last day
To get across you know we’ll have to raise the sand
I will ask you for mercy
I will come to you blind
What you’ll see is the worst me
I'm not the last of my kind
In the muddy water we’re falling
In the muddy water we’re crawling
Holds me down
Hold me now
Sold me out
In the muddy water we’re falling (falling, falling, falling...)
Don’t fail me now
Put your arms around me and pull me out
I know I’m found
With your arms around me, oh save me now
In the muddy water we’re falling
In the muddy water we’re crawling
Holds me down
Hold me now
Sold me out
In the muddy water we’re falling
LP - Muddy Waters






Thursday, March 16, 2017

You let down...

So I might...
But would you like to take on me
Make an exception
When there's less to remain of me
So make an exception

Well it's the same thing
I cannot consider and maybe 
I'm chasing the night so I can find rough bones and bitter diamonds
Let it find you
I wanted the right so you gave me a fever in the measure of a kind
Rough stones and bitter diamonds

Shouldn't want you to need (It's you)
Shouldn't want you to need (It's you)
Shouldn't want you to need (It's you)
Shouldn't want you to need (It's you, it's you)
So I might...
But would you like to take on me
Make an exception
When there's less to remain of me
So make an exception

You let down
Well it's the same thing
I cannot consider and maybe 
I'm chasing the night so I can find rough stones and bitter diamonds

Shouldn't want you to need (It's you)
Shouldn't want you to need (It's you)
Shouldn't want you to need (It's you)
Shouldn't want you to need (It's you, it's you)

You let down
So I might...
But would you like to take on me
Make an exception
When there's less to remain of me
So make an exception

"Joaquim" - OSCAR AND THE WOLF




Monday, March 6, 2017

Say my name..

so many games were played..
---------------------
Say my name, say my name
Any other day
I would call, you would say,
"Baby, how's your day?"
But today, it ain't the same
Every other word is "Uh huh", "Yeah, okay"
Could it be that you are at the crib with another lady
If you took it there
First of all let me say
I am not the one to sit around and be played
So prove yourself to me
I'm the girl that you claim
Why don't you say the things
That you said to me yesterday
Say my name, say my name
Say my name, say my name
When no one is around you,
Say baby I love you
If you ain't runnin' game
Say my name, say my name
You actin' kinda shady,
Ain't callin' me baby
Why the sudden change?
Say my name, say my name
If no one is around you,
Say baby I love you
If you ain't runnin' game
Say my name, say my name
You actin' kinda shady,
Ain't callin' me baby
Better say my name


Ólafur Arnalds, Arnór Dan & Douglas Dare - Say My Name



Sunday, February 26, 2017

Way Down We Go...


....sometimes I feel like life just passes...
next to me..around me..beneath me..under me..
I watch and I feel like something is lost..
maybe a moment..a story..or a chance..
I watch and wonder...
why doesn't it go THROUGH me.
I wish I could just make that one step in the right direction and don't waste it...
not to have a life full of lost moments..but one that's full of lived once..
life is love and love is collateral beauty of life...
I should feel it..see it..
what comforts me is..
that every day there is a new chance for me to make that step ...
right or wrong..
doesn't matter..
it's not over...
it's my life and I WILL live it.